>I
want to end this already
[Kuroto]
“I.........want to end this now.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........hm?”
[Kuroto]
“I want to put a stop to all this. I don't want to make that guy suffer any more than he has....................”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I see.”
[Kuroto]
“But, I don't know what I should do anymore.”
[Kuroto]
“Whether he kills me, and saves the world, or whether I destroy the world, that guy will suffer no matter what.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........that's not true.”
[Kuroto]
“..............why did I have to meet him?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........hm?”
[Kuroto]
“If he had never met me, he could have settled this no problem.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto. Don't say such things.”
[Kurotaka]
“If that child knew you were saying such things, he'd be really sad.”
[Kuroto]
“He wouldn't be, if we had never met.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto.”
[Kuroto]
“Hey, do you know?”
[Kuroto]
“A way I could disappear from this world without destroying it, without making Hanashiro kill me.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........what?”
[Kuroto]
“If that guy you called your lord really is the one who created the world, then he must know a way to erase my existence.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............what are you talking about?”
[Kuroto]
“You said the choice was mine, right?”
[Kuroto]
“If I end up dying this time, and people continue to kill each other, I'll be reborn.”
[Kuroto]
“If this sort of thing is just going to repeat, then I think I'd rather disappear.”
[Kuroto]
“.........you're over thinking things.”
[Kuroto]
“If it's possible for me to disappear from this world, then that's what I would like to do.”
[Kuroto]
“.........that's what I've decided.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............goodness.........you really are this sort of person.........”
[Kuroto]
“.........Kurotaka?”
[Kurotaka]
“I feel like, thinking about others over yourself is your worst habit.”
[Kuroto]
“No way, I've just had my fill of my own problems.”
[Kurotaka]
“You really are a stupid child.”
[Kuroto]
“You're the one who raised me.”
[Kurotaka]
“But, I'm the one who brought up this stupid child. Guess I have no choice, I can't break my promise either.........”
[Kuroto]
“.........promise?”
[Kurotaka]
“You don't remember? The promise I made with you when you were young?”
[Kurotaka]
“I promised to always answer whatever you asked, no matter what it was.........well, I haven't kept it though.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“.........that's why, if you ask, I'll answer. The whole truth.”
[Kuroto]
“.........Kurotaka.........”
[Kuroto]
“Can I be erased from this world?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........right.........”
[Kurotaka]
“While you can not actually just vanish, if you left this miniature garden, it would be as if you were erased from this world.”
[Kuroto]
“.........leave?”
[Kurotaka]
[Kuroto]
“I.........want to end this now.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........hm?”
[Kuroto]
“I want to put a stop to all this. I don't want to make that guy suffer any more than he has....................”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I see.”
[Kuroto]
“But, I don't know what I should do anymore.”
[Kuroto]
“Whether he kills me, and saves the world, or whether I destroy the world, that guy will suffer no matter what.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........that's not true.”
[Kuroto]
“..............why did I have to meet him?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........hm?”
[Kuroto]
“If he had never met me, he could have settled this no problem.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto. Don't say such things.”
[Kurotaka]
“If that child knew you were saying such things, he'd be really sad.”
[Kuroto]
“He wouldn't be, if we had never met.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto.”
[Kuroto]
“Hey, do you know?”
[Kuroto]
“A way I could disappear from this world without destroying it, without making Hanashiro kill me.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........what?”
[Kuroto]
“If that guy you called your lord really is the one who created the world, then he must know a way to erase my existence.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............what are you talking about?”
[Kuroto]
“You said the choice was mine, right?”
[Kuroto]
“If I end up dying this time, and people continue to kill each other, I'll be reborn.”
[Kuroto]
“If this sort of thing is just going to repeat, then I think I'd rather disappear.”
[Kuroto]
“.........you're over thinking things.”
[Kuroto]
“If it's possible for me to disappear from this world, then that's what I would like to do.”
[Kuroto]
“.........that's what I've decided.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............goodness.........you really are this sort of person.........”
[Kuroto]
“.........Kurotaka?”
[Kurotaka]
“I feel like, thinking about others over yourself is your worst habit.”
[Kuroto]
“No way, I've just had my fill of my own problems.”
[Kurotaka]
“You really are a stupid child.”
[Kuroto]
“You're the one who raised me.”
[Kurotaka]
“But, I'm the one who brought up this stupid child. Guess I have no choice, I can't break my promise either.........”
[Kuroto]
“.........promise?”
[Kurotaka]
“You don't remember? The promise I made with you when you were young?”
[Kurotaka]
“I promised to always answer whatever you asked, no matter what it was.........well, I haven't kept it though.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“.........that's why, if you ask, I'll answer. The whole truth.”
[Kuroto]
“.........Kurotaka.........”
[Kuroto]
“Can I be erased from this world?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........right.........”
[Kurotaka]
“While you can not actually just vanish, if you left this miniature garden, it would be as if you were erased from this world.”
[Kuroto]
“.........leave?”
[Kurotaka]
“You
are the harbinger of this world's destruction.”
[Kurotaka]
“If you leave this miniature garden, my lord's established system would be released, and the destruction will end.”
[Kuroto]
“.........is that so.”
[Kurotaka]
“My lord and us birds made this miniature garden from the outside in to begin with. I know how to leave.”
[Kuroto]
“How do we do it?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........but, I'll tell you this, outside of here is nothing. There is no world where you can exist like this.”
[Kurotaka]
“If you leave this miniature garden, unable to die, you will wander alone for eternity. I think that would be much more painful than continuing to be reborn here.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“To speak frankly, I don't want you to make that choice.”
[Kuroto]
“.........it's all right. I'm fine with that.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto.........”
[Kuroto]
“Didn't I say I've had enough of this?”
[Kuroto]
“I'd much rather chose my own way of suffering than be forced to be reborn by the acts of others.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............you'll definitely regret it.”
[Kuroto]
“When that happens, then of course I'll curse my own foolishness.........but, if I do this, no one else will be able to curse me.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I'll curse you.”
[Kuroto]
“.........Kurotaka?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........that's.........well, hmmm, my mouth slipped. Sorry, forget about that just now.”
[Kuroto]
“...............I thought I'd apologize.”
[Kurotaka]
“Hm?”
[Kuroto]
“I thought I'd apologize for always saying things like this even though you went through all the trouble of raising me.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........seriously. Besides, if you're gone, I won't have a job, right?”
[Kuroto]
“.........sorry.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............I guess I'll leave too, with you.”
[Kuroto]
“.........what.........?”
[Kurotaka]
“Yeah, that's it, that's a great idea. A black bird exists to be with Kuroto after all, so I may be happy as long as I'm with you, Kuroto.”
[Kurotaka]
“Right, that's good. I thought of something great!”
[Kuroto]
“.........are you serious? You.........”
[Kurotaka]
“Don't tell me you're going to stop me?”
[Kuroto]
“Isn't this my own selfishness though?”
[Kurotaka]
“It's fine either way. Let me go with you.”
[Kurotaka]
“Letting you go through that by yourself is actually difficult for me.”
[Kuroto]
“.........are you okay with that?”
[Kurotaka]
“Hm?”
[Kuroto]
“Aren't you attached to this place? Didn't you say you've gained so much from here?”
[Kurotaka]
“Ooh? What are you talking about? I don't care about all that.”
[Kuroto]
“All that.........?”
[Kurotaka]
“There's that, but you said you're leaving. So of course I'd go with you.”
[Kuroto]
“.........what?”
[Kurotaka]
“I can understand sacrificing yourself in order to repent for something. But, try to understand the feelings of those who care about you every once in a while.”
[Kuroto]
“.........I wasn't thinking about anything as noble as that. I'm running away.”
[Kurotaka]
“Then let's run away together. To the outside world.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“I'm sure even my lord would be shocked to hear this conversation, but, well, that person abandoned this place too. So even if he complains, we don't need to worry about it.”
[Kuroto]
“.........Kurotaka.”
[Kurotaka]
“Hm?”
[Kuroto]
“Thank you.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I want to apologize to you for so many things.”
[Kuroto]
“.........what?”
[Kurotaka]
“Nothing, never mind. Shall we go?
We need to start this rather troublesome journey out of here. We need to hurry.”
[Kuroto]
“I see.........”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“...............are you all right with that child now?”
[Kuroto]
“.........he'll probably resent me.”
[Kurotaka]
“.....................”
[Kuroto]
“But, as long as I'm not here, he'll definitely.........”
[Kurotaka]
“Be happy?”
[Kuroto]
“.........I'd like that.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I wonder.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“Still.........even if you're not here, what that child does, is up to him.”
[Kurotaka]
“Don't you think that child will pick a path with a world without you, the same as you chose?”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kuroto]
“I would have liked to have seen him one last time.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I see.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“Well, let's go.........Kuroto.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kuroto]
“Hanashiro, I.........”
---
[???]
“.....................ah.”
[???]
“Hey, hey, mom, look, it's snowing! Amazing, there's a lot of it falling!”
[???]
“Hey, mom, look! It's so pretty!”
[???]
“Can I go outside? …......jeez, I'll be fine by myself! I'm going!”
[Boy]
“.........ah. Jeez, I'm fine going out by myself.”
[Boy]
“But, it really is amazing.”
[Boy]
“It's so pretty.........”
---
[Kurotaka]
“...............Kuroto.”
[Kurotaka]
“You're watching it again? That miniature garden.”
[Kuroto]
“.........yes.”
[Kurotaka]
“You don't ever get tired of it, do you. Even though the familiar countries, land, and everything have all ended and changed.”
[Kurotaka]
“Or is there something more interesting?”
[Kuroto]
“Nothing like that, but.........it's snowing now.”
[Kurotaka]
“Snowing?”
[Kuroto]
“Yes, in that place.........though, it's just snowing.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........yes, snow no longer has a detestable meaning.”
[Kuroto]
“...............I was thinking.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........hm?”
[Kuroto]
“That this really was the best thing to do.”
[Kuroto]
“Ever since then, I've been watching this world from the outside like this the whole time.”
[Kuroto]
“In the end, whether I'm there or not, wars repeat, lives go on, and continue forever and ever like this.”
[Kuroto]
“I don't know if that's a good or bad thing, but.........it was pointless for me to be there. Only that is certain.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto.”
[Kuroto]
“With so many lives living on, being destroyed by one person's will is by no means a good thing.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........indeed.”
[Kuroto]
“I feel happy just being able to watch the world like this.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........what?”
[Kuroto]
“At that time, if we hadn't done this, even now my life would have been used over and over again inside of there.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............stop talking like that.”
[Kuroto]
“You seem worried about me.........but I'm rather thankful for you.”
[Kurotaka]
“I'm not happy about it, even if you're grateful.”
[Kuroto]
“.........no. I'm thankful you're here.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........hm?”
[Kuroto]
“It really would have been difficult all alone. I'm happy you're here.”
[Kurotaka]
“.....................”
[Kuroto]
“.........hm? Don't get quiet there, it's embarrassing.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........no, well.........I give up.”
[Kuroto]
“Are you unhappy?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........of course. There's nothing here but you, me, and this miniature garden.”
[Kurotaka]
“Even though I was glad you let me go with you like this, I still regret it a little.”
[Kuroto]
“You're the one who said it was fine.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........but, I really did think I wanted to give you something else.”
[Kuroto]
“.........now you say that.”
[Kurotaka]
“Yes, now I say that.”
[Kuroto]
“Be content with this place.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........well.........if that's what you're telling me.”
[Kuroto]
“I really am content if the world continues on like this.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto.”
[Kuroto]
“That's why you don't need to worry so much.”
[Kurotaka]
“..........I see.”
[Kuroto]
“.........are you all right with it?”
[Kurotaka]
“Hm?”
[Kuroto]
“Staying with me like this?”
[Kurotaka]
“What, now you're worried?”
[Kuroto]
“.........but, that's because this is just my own selfishness.”
[Kurotaka]
“It's too late to be thinking like that now. Just how much time do you think has gone by?”
[Kuroto]
“Well, that may be so.”
[Kurotaka]
“I'm fine.........if you say it's all right, then it is.”
[Kuroto]
“...............then we're both fine with this?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........so it would seem.”
---
[Boy]
“Amazing, it just keeps snowing on and on. Why is snow this pretty?”
[Boy]
“Huh? …......a bird.”
[Boy]
“.........I wonder where it's going.”
[Kurotaka]
“If you leave this miniature garden, my lord's established system would be released, and the destruction will end.”
[Kuroto]
“.........is that so.”
[Kurotaka]
“My lord and us birds made this miniature garden from the outside in to begin with. I know how to leave.”
[Kuroto]
“How do we do it?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........but, I'll tell you this, outside of here is nothing. There is no world where you can exist like this.”
[Kurotaka]
“If you leave this miniature garden, unable to die, you will wander alone for eternity. I think that would be much more painful than continuing to be reborn here.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“To speak frankly, I don't want you to make that choice.”
[Kuroto]
“.........it's all right. I'm fine with that.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto.........”
[Kuroto]
“Didn't I say I've had enough of this?”
[Kuroto]
“I'd much rather chose my own way of suffering than be forced to be reborn by the acts of others.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............you'll definitely regret it.”
[Kuroto]
“When that happens, then of course I'll curse my own foolishness.........but, if I do this, no one else will be able to curse me.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I'll curse you.”
[Kuroto]
“.........Kurotaka?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........that's.........well, hmmm, my mouth slipped. Sorry, forget about that just now.”
[Kuroto]
“...............I thought I'd apologize.”
[Kurotaka]
“Hm?”
[Kuroto]
“I thought I'd apologize for always saying things like this even though you went through all the trouble of raising me.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........seriously. Besides, if you're gone, I won't have a job, right?”
[Kuroto]
“.........sorry.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............I guess I'll leave too, with you.”
[Kuroto]
“.........what.........?”
[Kurotaka]
“Yeah, that's it, that's a great idea. A black bird exists to be with Kuroto after all, so I may be happy as long as I'm with you, Kuroto.”
[Kurotaka]
“Right, that's good. I thought of something great!”
[Kuroto]
“.........are you serious? You.........”
[Kurotaka]
“Don't tell me you're going to stop me?”
[Kuroto]
“Isn't this my own selfishness though?”
[Kurotaka]
“It's fine either way. Let me go with you.”
[Kurotaka]
“Letting you go through that by yourself is actually difficult for me.”
[Kuroto]
“.........are you okay with that?”
[Kurotaka]
“Hm?”
[Kuroto]
“Aren't you attached to this place? Didn't you say you've gained so much from here?”
[Kurotaka]
“Ooh? What are you talking about? I don't care about all that.”
[Kuroto]
“All that.........?”
[Kurotaka]
“There's that, but you said you're leaving. So of course I'd go with you.”
[Kuroto]
“.........what?”
[Kurotaka]
“I can understand sacrificing yourself in order to repent for something. But, try to understand the feelings of those who care about you every once in a while.”
[Kuroto]
“.........I wasn't thinking about anything as noble as that. I'm running away.”
[Kurotaka]
“Then let's run away together. To the outside world.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“I'm sure even my lord would be shocked to hear this conversation, but, well, that person abandoned this place too. So even if he complains, we don't need to worry about it.”
[Kuroto]
“.........Kurotaka.”
[Kurotaka]
“Hm?”
[Kuroto]
“Thank you.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I want to apologize to you for so many things.”
[Kuroto]
“.........what?”
[Kurotaka]
“Nothing, never mind. Shall we go?
We need to start this rather troublesome journey out of here. We need to hurry.”
[Kuroto]
“I see.........”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“...............are you all right with that child now?”
[Kuroto]
“.........he'll probably resent me.”
[Kurotaka]
“.....................”
[Kuroto]
“But, as long as I'm not here, he'll definitely.........”
[Kurotaka]
“Be happy?”
[Kuroto]
“.........I'd like that.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I wonder.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“Still.........even if you're not here, what that child does, is up to him.”
[Kurotaka]
“Don't you think that child will pick a path with a world without you, the same as you chose?”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kuroto]
“I would have liked to have seen him one last time.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........I see.....................”
[Kurotaka]
“Well, let's go.........Kuroto.”
[Kuroto]
“.....................”
[Kuroto]
“Hanashiro, I.........”
---
[???]
“.....................ah.”
[???]
“Hey, hey, mom, look, it's snowing! Amazing, there's a lot of it falling!”
[???]
“Hey, mom, look! It's so pretty!”
[???]
“Can I go outside? …......jeez, I'll be fine by myself! I'm going!”
[Boy]
“.........ah. Jeez, I'm fine going out by myself.”
[Boy]
“But, it really is amazing.”
[Boy]
“It's so pretty.........”
---
[Kurotaka]
“...............Kuroto.”
[Kurotaka]
“You're watching it again? That miniature garden.”
[Kuroto]
“.........yes.”
[Kurotaka]
“You don't ever get tired of it, do you. Even though the familiar countries, land, and everything have all ended and changed.”
[Kurotaka]
“Or is there something more interesting?”
[Kuroto]
“Nothing like that, but.........it's snowing now.”
[Kurotaka]
“Snowing?”
[Kuroto]
“Yes, in that place.........though, it's just snowing.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........yes, snow no longer has a detestable meaning.”
[Kuroto]
“...............I was thinking.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........hm?”
[Kuroto]
“That this really was the best thing to do.”
[Kuroto]
“Ever since then, I've been watching this world from the outside like this the whole time.”
[Kuroto]
“In the end, whether I'm there or not, wars repeat, lives go on, and continue forever and ever like this.”
[Kuroto]
“I don't know if that's a good or bad thing, but.........it was pointless for me to be there. Only that is certain.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto.”
[Kuroto]
“With so many lives living on, being destroyed by one person's will is by no means a good thing.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........indeed.”
[Kuroto]
“I feel happy just being able to watch the world like this.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........what?”
[Kuroto]
“At that time, if we hadn't done this, even now my life would have been used over and over again inside of there.”
[Kurotaka]
“...............stop talking like that.”
[Kuroto]
“You seem worried about me.........but I'm rather thankful for you.”
[Kurotaka]
“I'm not happy about it, even if you're grateful.”
[Kuroto]
“.........no. I'm thankful you're here.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........hm?”
[Kuroto]
“It really would have been difficult all alone. I'm happy you're here.”
[Kurotaka]
“.....................”
[Kuroto]
“.........hm? Don't get quiet there, it's embarrassing.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........no, well.........I give up.”
[Kuroto]
“Are you unhappy?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........of course. There's nothing here but you, me, and this miniature garden.”
[Kurotaka]
“Even though I was glad you let me go with you like this, I still regret it a little.”
[Kuroto]
“You're the one who said it was fine.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........but, I really did think I wanted to give you something else.”
[Kuroto]
“.........now you say that.”
[Kurotaka]
“Yes, now I say that.”
[Kuroto]
“Be content with this place.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........well.........if that's what you're telling me.”
[Kuroto]
“I really am content if the world continues on like this.”
[Kurotaka]
“.........Kuroto.”
[Kuroto]
“That's why you don't need to worry so much.”
[Kurotaka]
“..........I see.”
[Kuroto]
“.........are you all right with it?”
[Kurotaka]
“Hm?”
[Kuroto]
“Staying with me like this?”
[Kurotaka]
“What, now you're worried?”
[Kuroto]
“.........but, that's because this is just my own selfishness.”
[Kurotaka]
“It's too late to be thinking like that now. Just how much time do you think has gone by?”
[Kuroto]
“Well, that may be so.”
[Kurotaka]
“I'm fine.........if you say it's all right, then it is.”
[Kuroto]
“...............then we're both fine with this?”
[Kurotaka]
“.........so it would seem.”
---
[Boy]
“Amazing, it just keeps snowing on and on. Why is snow this pretty?”
[Boy]
“Huh? …......a bird.”
[Boy]
“.........I wonder where it's going.”
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